2009: A Year of THANKSGIVING.

2009 is one of the BEST years in my life. It was a year full of God's blessings. This is the year that I wish will never end.. But I know it's very impossible to happen. Hopeful lang ako! :))

The FIRST QUARTER of this year was already full of God's blessing.. I celebrated my 21st year of existence. Another year to enjoy my life to the fullest and share my blessing with my loved ones :) On this quarter, I was able to accomplish all the requirements needed for me to graduate on time.. I had my pinning at The Arena and graduation at PICC. I already felt so blessed during these first four months of 2009.

I thought that I already received the best blessings this year, but hell no! I didn't know that there were more blessings yet to come!!

The SECOND QUARTER of 2009 was way, way better and even tougher than the First! I went to Laiya with my beloved friends before our in-house review started. We were able to enjoy our "vacation" before we faced the most difficult exam in our life! And 3 days before our in-house review, I was able to attend a retreat. It was very inspiring! :) After the retreat, I enjoyed our almost-2-month-review for our Board Exam. It was not just all about reviewing.. but also a time spent with my friends.. Oh how great it was to study with the people I love! :) On this quarter, we finally faced the most difficult exam in our entire life--- INLE. Two days of constipation and nervousness. Haha! After the Board Exam, HELLO PALAWAN!!! This was the best outing I've ever attended to! I never thought of going to Palawan but thanks to the Miravites for making it possible :) 5 days full of laughter, fun and friendship! It was indeed a great escapade!! :)

The THIRD QUARTER of 2009 was the longest and slowest for me.. I WAS A CERTIFIED BUM during this quarter!!! Hahaha. I had my BLS and First Aid training with Tet, Maine and Janna. After the training, I tried to apply to different call center companies for the sake of having a job and to redeem myself from being a bum! Haha! But it was during this quarter where I was able to gain new friends and was able to get to know my other friends well. I was able to appreciate the beauty of Facebook and YM! Hehe :D

The FOURTH QUARTER of 2009 was a blaaaaaast!!! The BEST quarter of the year for me! 6 weeks of finding my luck in a foreign country.. It was a beautiful experience, indeed! It's one of the memories I will surely keep! I've learned and realized a lo of things while I was in the Lion City.. Those learnings and realizations shaped me into a strong and motivated person. It was very memorable.. But then again, there is no place like home.. :) When I got back in the Philippines, I was happy and sad at the same time. I failed to find my luck in SG but I am still fortunate to be able to spend my Christmas and New Year with my family :)

All the things that happened to me this year are the reasons why I don't want 2009 to end.. I don't know what 2010 will bring but I guess, I just have to face it with open arms... Kahit ayoko mag January for some reasons, alam ko hindi ko naman na mapipigilan.. I will just take it as a challenge. Nakakalungkot man isipin pero alam ko kakayanin ko yun! God, ikaw na bahala sa akin :) TRABAHO DUMATING KA NAAAA! Hehe.

Well, time for me to goooo! New Year's Eve naaaa!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!
Godbless+

'Tis the SEASON to be JOLLY!

Wishing YOU, YOU, YOU and YOU a MERRY MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS! May this season bring joy and lalalalooooove to your family. Godbless+ and don't forget the real meaning of Christmas :)

Happy Birthday Jesus Christ! You have been GREAT this year and forever and eveeeer!

Huuuugs and Kisses with Almonds,
Chicka

Do SIGNS really matter?

I used to believe in signs.. Whenever I am torn between two or more options, I always ask for signs to help me decide. That is what I always do and I think I became dependent on it. Some signs did good to me and some did not.. Whatever the results may be, I always blame it on the signs..

Last September, I made one of the biggest decisions in my life.. And just like what I am used to do, I asked for signs. For some unexplainable reasons, signs kept on coming almost everyday. It was as if I was being pushed so hard to GO. I was so happy because I thought things and events favored me. It did, though.. But not as much as I expected it..

Some of the signs that pushed me to go are as follows:
1. KEYCHAIN. I was looking for my lanyard one day when I suddenly saw that keychain with the name of the place I went to.. I told myself, sign ba 'to? Haha.

2. NEWS. Since I consider myself insomniac, and there were no good shows to watch, I switched on to channel news asia. BOOM. It was all about the place I went to.. Nagpaparamdam na ata talaga e.

3. FANTASY. I really believe that things happen for a reason and that God moves in mysterious ways. He blessed me with people right on time. Hehe. Maybe it was not only because we are insomniacs, but because God is telling me that "Hey, you will get there someday." Haha and it did. But nevertheless, I am still thankful that we became close and still being closer everyday. It is as if we knew each other for a long time. Maybe friends are not really measured by the number of years and hours you spent together, but by the things that you share with them without the worry of being misjudged and misunderstood. Definitely one of my friends to keep for the rest of my life. THANK YOU :)

Those were just some of the signs that appeared to me. Regardless of what happened to me in the Lion City, I am so thankful and blessed to experience all everything and I definitely learned a lot from it. What I am right now, including my principles, is all because of the experiences I had on that place. It was, indeed, one the highlights of my 2009.

This is YOUR Moment :)

It was tough way way back last March 2009. I mean not to reminisce what was it like when we were inside the Amphitheatre, waiting for Sir Butcon's announcement.. Fast forward the events.. I really don't know what was it like being in your situation.. I may assume a feeling but it wouldn't be real unless I really felt it. Nevertheless, I saw how you guys went through after the storm. It was difficult, I assume.. Yet you guys have proven that you are worth the degree and the diploma. You sacrificed your time being with your friends because you need to study, to attend a seminar/lecture, to do your duty in the hospital etc etc etc.. I believe time has let you grow into someone, despite the obstacles and struggles, who is better and stronger that, no matter what the future may bring, will be able to surpass and succeed it..

Months have passed.. You're done with your lectures, hospital/community duties and review.. Your moment is about to come! THIS IS IT! It's time for you to prove to yourself and to the rest of the people that it was just MONTHS that separated you from others. Show the world what you have and share what you know. I know how it feels to be in your position right now even though I have no idea how intense it is for you but, just like everybody else did, you will make it! Just a piece of inspiration-- You have prepared enough for this test. Just believe in yourself and offer this exam to yourself, to your family, to your friends and to your future family. This will be the start of your dream! Just carry on and always remember that God is with you and will never leave you. Godbless+ in your upcoming board exam! UERM graduate ka diba? Hehe.

Our prayers are with you! Go for 100% and topnotchers! Haha! Kaya niyo yaaaan! :)

Don't forget to thank God after your exam :)

GO GO OASIS FIGHT!! LET'S GO FIGHT, LET'S GO GO FIGHT! :)

One Month (11.18.09)

Days have passed. It was just last month when my excitement and hope is high! I was looking forward for something that, until now, is uncertain. It was a mixture of joy, excitement, fear and shame. It was then.. And sad to say, it IS still the same. Until now the status is the same. Luck has been very tough to find! HAHA. But I believe that God has better plans for us. No matter what it is, I know it's the BEST plan ever! Still keeping my fingers crossed :)

HAPPY MONTHSARY! :)

IF TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME..

IF TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME

A few weeks ago a woman was killed in an auto
Accident. She was very well liked, so the office shut
Down for her funeral and it was on the news and so on.
On the day the workers came back to work, they found
This poem in their e-mail that the deceased woman had
Sent on Friday before she left for home.

If tomorrow starts without me,
And I'm not there to see,
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;

I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today,
While thinking of the many things,
We didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you,
And each time that you think of me,
I know you'll miss me too;

But when tomorrow starts without me,
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name,
And took me by the hand,

And said my place was ready,
In heaven far above,
And that I'd have to leave behind
All those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,
A tear fell from my eye,
For all my life, I'd always thought,
I didn't want to die.

I had so much to live for,
So much left yet to do,
It seemed almost impossible,
That I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays,
The good ones and the bad,
I thought of all that we shared,
And all the fun we had.

If I could relive yesterday,
Just even for a while,
I'd say good-bye and kiss you
And maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized,
That this could never be,
For emptiness and memories,
Would take the place of me.

And when I thought of worldly things,
I might miss some tomorrow,
I thought of you, and when I did,
My heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through heaven's gates, 
I felt so much at home.
When God looked down and smiled at me,
From His great golden throne,

He said, "This is eternity,
And all I've promised you."
Today your life on earth is past,
But here life starts anew.

I promise no tomorrow,
But today will always last,
And since each day is the same way,
There's no longing for the past.

So when tomorrow starts without me,
Don't think we're far apart,
For every time you think of me,
I'm right here, in your heart "

I got this from my email. It's nice right? Hehe. I just want to share with you this nice poem :) Godbless+

First Heartbreak

As they describe it, it is the MOST painful.. First heartbreak does not necessarily pertains to LOVE. It can be about anything. As for me, my first heartbreak was losing the one chance I had. I blew it. That was painful. As to those who don't know, I am currently in a place where I am not really familiar with... Trying my luck for greener pasture. Yesterday was a heartbreak. Maybe I was over confident. Hahaha. But it was a great experience though. Next time I will be better when it comes to selling myself to the interviewer. Hahahaha. Nevertheless, I am happy that my friends got in. Yey may susustento na sakin!!! :)) Hopefully they will do well on their new job. As for me, still waiting for my moment. I am strongly keeping my faith in Him :) Keep praying for me! Nahohomesick na ako pero ganun talaga! Hehe. Miss you all! MWAH! Hehehehehe.